sorry dears .
i'm sorry .
can't go online .
can't reply friendster comments .
can't layan YM .
PMR PMR PMR .
i'm sorry ;(
i miss school ;(
like promised , i am absent again today .
seriously , i always think that school sucks and all those nasty comments .
ehem .
but i am bored to dead !
and now , i'm saying this with clenching teeth : I.MISS.SCHOOL !
it won't be long until PMR .
i know , i can study by myself at home .
but hello ?
i'm stupidumbdumb , remember ?
i woke up late and spent almost an hour tossing and jumping on my bed . i was THAT bored ;(
and it is not fun as it sounds .
when you sleep and relax too much , you feel miserable .
to go out and exercise ? !
you mean like running around or cycling bike ? !
no no no .
anyway . i hope i can go to school tomorrow . i RINDU Nur Hayati , Nurul Nazurah dan Nurdianie SO MUCH !
uhuksss . sob sob .
dammit aen stop crying .
uhuksss . sob sob .
dammit aen stop crying .
blablabla ~
today is the second day i am absent from school .
super cool , i know .
but not so super when your eyes are silently killing you .
and not so super when ALL your good buddies actually went to school and you were alone , deserted , with nobody to call or to sms or to e-mail or to msn or to ym etc . etc .
and worse , the internet is sooooo sooooo annoyingly slooooowwww .
so i can't watch videos (in ? on ? from?) youtube .
i can't reply friendster comments .
and just to update this blog , it took AGES ~
dammit .
the WORST (i know i know i'm ranting) is , i need to skip school again tomorrow so it will be three days in a row .
mum said i need to see the doctor again since i ate all my medicines and yet no improvements . maybe i could get the chance to yell at the (hottie) doctor because he lied .
he said i will be fine .
tadaaaa , i never felt more miserable ;(
?!?!?!
i'm ranting , am i ?
dammit .
must be medicines .
oh , i finished all the medicines .
dammit .
cannot go to school tomorrow .
must see the damn hot (unfortunately married) doctor .
need medicines .
more medicnes .
cannot see ARYNdarling tomorrow .
cannot see my bffs .
cannot cry .
no , would not cry .
crying .
damit .
must stop ranting .
ok . 1 2 3 STOP !
uhh , must rant .
musn't rant .
THE END .
p / s : see , now you understand the negative impact of too much medication ? too mush aspirin . too much pills . oh no , i'm ranting again . dammit . AEN , stop it would you ? ! i'm not gonna die , not gonna die . . . will die . . not gonna die . . will survive . . survive . . ARGHH !
hush . keep quiet and hear me say : ILY !
i found it very annoying when you couldn't stop missing someone but you are not sure weather that someone is missing you back or maybe that someone is to busy with his/her life that he/she forgot he/she has you ?!
well . deep down inside we were hoping that he/she is thinking about you . even if he/she does not cry like we do and skip meals like we do , at least he/she was thinking about us .
peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu .
ku takkan pernah ketawa lagi , ku takkan pernah bahagia lagi . aku terima hakikat itu ;) dan jangan gusar sayang , kau takkan mendengar suaraku lagi . maaf dipohon , jangan kau benci aku kerana aku takkan dapat menerima itu .
Tuhan , izinkan aku gembira . tiada lagi yang layak mengurniakan aku kebahagiaan itu jika bukan yang Esa . lalu tanganku disusun berdoa , jangan Kau biar air mata ini menitis lagi . Jangan kau biar dia terus membenci . izinkan aku senyum lagi , ya Tuhan . terasa penat diri ini pabila tersedar yang dia sudah membenciku .
p/s : aku minta maaf , NADIAH . ku mahu seluruh dunia tahu , aku minta maaf . please smile , my dear and be mine again . .
remarkable day ;)
kan saya ada cerita yang today (sunday) is my birthday party . yeah .
hee . not all of my friends could come;(
yatie is grounded . dianie is grounded . can you believe both of my bestfriends are grounded at the same time ?! jadi , lonely arr nurul and i . bosan tanpa mereka ;(
just like i imagined , a party without yatie is not a party at all . yes , it was fun and very mengenyangkan perut but it is not complete . anyway . i got my second cake . second cake because i already had my cake at the 21st of june but babah bought another one for this party . it is not as yummy as the first one but who am i to complaint ? mummy and babah bangun , aduh , awaaaaal sekali just to prepare the foods . terhutang budi , mengalir seketika air mata ;)
anyway , took some photos [tidak wajar dilupakan] and i ate A LOT ! well , setahun sekali juga . bukan setiap hari dapat melampiaskan nafsu ;) actually , plan mahu snap photo dengan ALL my guest tapi mereka semua pemalu . jadi , snap photo dengan yang tidak pemalu sahajalah . siapa ? fezan ! nurul ! pika ! i lerb yew arr , guwls . tapi photos dengan fezan sungguh eksklusif sehingga gagal di upload ke blog ini . jadi , silakan view di friendster saya atau friendster fezan .
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acara potong potong kek .
when all the guest went home , opening presents .
sungguh fokus Cik Rabun Jauh ini buka hadiah .
thats fezan and i !
anyway , will be busy next week . ARYN's birthday ! and ada sessi signing buku rekod so terpaksa tebalkan telinga dengar ceramah cikgu and ibu .
chow . and stay safe , peeps ~
acara potong potong kek .
when all the guest went home , opening presents .
sungguh fokus Cik Rabun Jauh ini buka hadiah .
thats fezan and i !anyway , will be busy next week . ARYN's birthday ! and ada sessi signing buku rekod so terpaksa tebalkan telinga dengar ceramah cikgu and ibu .
chow . and stay safe , peeps ~
his ♥
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