IGNORANCE~

sorry dears .

2009-09-04T20:07:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry .
can't go online .
can't reply friendster comments .
can't layan YM .
PMR PMR PMR .
i'm sorry ;(

i miss school ;(

2009-07-14T09:02:00.003+08:00

like promised , i am absent again today .
seriously , i always think that school sucks and all those nasty comments .
ehem .
but i am bored to dead !
and now , i'm saying this with clenching teeth : I.MISS.SCHOOL !
it won't be long until PMR .
i know , i can study by myself at home .
but hello ?
i'm stupidumbdumb , remember ?

i woke up late and spent almost an hour tossing and jumping on my bed . i was THAT bored ;(
and it is not fun as it sounds .
when you sleep and relax too much , you feel miserable .

to go out and exercise ? !
you mean like running around or cycling bike ? !
no no no .

anyway . i hope i can go to school tomorrow . i RINDU Nur Hayati , Nurul Nazurah dan Nurdianie SO MUCH !
uhuksss . sob sob .
dammit aen stop crying .

blablabla ~

2009-07-13T16:44:00.002+08:00

today is the second day i am absent from school .
super cool , i know .
but not so super when your eyes are silently killing you .
and not so super when ALL your good buddies actually went to school and you were alone , deserted , with nobody to call or to sms or to e-mail or to msn or to ym etc . etc .

and worse , the internet is sooooo sooooo annoyingly slooooowwww .
so i can't watch videos (in ? on ? from?) youtube .
i can't reply friendster comments .
and just to update this blog , it took AGES ~
dammit .

the WORST (i know i know i'm ranting) is , i need to skip school again tomorrow so it will be three days in a row .
mum said i need to see the doctor again since i ate all my medicines and yet no improvements . maybe i could get the chance to yell at the (hottie) doctor because he lied .
he said i will be fine .
tadaaaa , i never felt more miserable ;(
?!?!?!
i'm ranting , am i ?
dammit .
must be medicines .
oh , i finished all the medicines .
dammit .
cannot go to school tomorrow .
must see the damn hot (unfortunately married) doctor .
need medicines .
more medicnes .
cannot see ARYNdarling tomorrow .
cannot see my bffs .
cannot cry .
no , would not cry .

crying .

damit .
must stop ranting .

ok . 1 2 3 STOP !

uhh , must rant .

musn't rant .

THE END .

p / s : see , now you understand the negative impact of too much medication ? too mush aspirin . too much pills . oh no , i'm ranting again . dammit . AEN , stop it would you ? ! i'm not gonna die , not gonna die . . . will die . . not gonna die . . will survive . . survive . . ARGHH !

hush . keep quiet and hear me say : ILY !

2009-07-10T17:40:00.003+08:00

i found it very annoying when you couldn't stop missing someone but you are not sure weather that someone is missing you back or maybe that someone is to busy with his/her life that he/she forgot he/she has you ?!

well . deep down inside we were hoping that he/she is thinking about you . even if he/she does not cry like we do and skip meals like we do , at least he/she was thinking about us .

peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu .

ku takkan pernah ketawa lagi , ku takkan pernah bahagia lagi . aku terima hakikat itu ;) dan jangan gusar sayang , kau takkan mendengar suaraku lagi . maaf dipohon , jangan kau benci aku kerana aku takkan dapat menerima itu .

Tuhan , izinkan aku gembira . tiada lagi yang layak mengurniakan aku kebahagiaan itu jika bukan yang Esa . lalu tanganku disusun berdoa , jangan Kau biar air mata ini menitis lagi . Jangan kau biar dia terus membenci . izinkan aku senyum lagi , ya Tuhan . terasa penat diri ini pabila tersedar yang dia sudah membenciku .

p/s : aku minta maaf , NADIAH . ku mahu seluruh dunia tahu , aku minta maaf . please smile , my dear and be mine again . .

remarkable day ;)

2009-06-28T17:43:00.003+08:00

kan saya ada cerita yang today (sunday) is my birthday party . yeah .

hee . not all of my friends could come;(

yatie is grounded . dianie is grounded . can you believe both of my bestfriends are grounded at the same time ?! jadi , lonely arr nurul and i . bosan tanpa mereka ;(

just like i imagined , a party without yatie is not a party at all . yes , it was fun and very mengenyangkan perut but it is not complete . anyway . i got my second cake . second cake because i already had my cake at the 21st of june but babah bought another one for this party . it is not as yummy as the first one but who am i to complaint ? mummy and babah bangun , aduh , awaaaaal sekali just to prepare the foods . terhutang budi , mengalir seketika air mata ;)

anyway , took some photos [tidak wajar dilupakan] and i ate A LOT ! well , setahun sekali juga . bukan setiap hari dapat melampiaskan nafsu ;) actually , plan mahu snap photo dengan ALL my guest tapi mereka semua pemalu . jadi , snap photo dengan yang tidak pemalu sahajalah . siapa ? fezan ! nurul ! pika ! i lerb yew arr , guwls . tapi photos dengan fezan sungguh eksklusif sehingga gagal di upload ke blog ini . jadi , silakan view di friendster saya atau friendster fezan .

.acara potong potong kek .when all the guest went home , opening presents .sungguh fokus Cik Rabun Jauh ini buka hadiah .thats fezan and i !

anyway , will be busy next week . ARYN's birthday ! and ada sessi signing buku rekod so terpaksa tebalkan telinga dengar ceramah cikgu and ibu .

chow . and stay safe , peeps ~

i'll die tomorrow .

2009-06-26T17:32:00.003+08:00

yeah .

yeah .

yeah .

it's been a busy week with constant exhaustion . ke kanan , nampak masalah . ke kiri , nampak masalah . oh well , kalau kamu mau dengar rungutans dan keluhans kamu pasti tidak akan ke blog ini . kan ? yalah , kalau setakat baca keluhan orang , bagus pergi katil and mimpi basah lagi bermanfaat ;) upss , tiada unsur 18sx di situ ok ?

anyway , bagi kamu yang tidak peka atau tidak menyedari , 21 jun yang LALU adalah birthday ke-15 bagi Cik Blogger ini ;) aww . tua sudah diri ini rupanya . oh well , bak kata jiejiee : JAN PEDUL !

just some of the earliest :

~yatiebaby : Happy Birthday ! jangan lupa sama aku di sini ok ? semoga kau bahagia dengan orang yang kau sayang . kaulah bestfriend aku sampai bila-bila .

~jull : Happy Birthday Aen . Semoga kau dapat kebahagiaan kau .

~azrul : Happy Birthday . 21 jun atau 22 jun ekk ? kredit x banyak arr , sorry . (kau sengal , azrul .)

~ARYNsayang : Happy Bday , Juliet ;) baby always di fikiran hubby bha . 15 already si baby .

~adam : Happy BITCHday , lil sis ! i'll post you some money for shopping , ok ? imy .

~pika : happy birthday yang ke-15 to kita ! (budak ne and i tarikh lahir dekat2 ja)

~izat : what do you wish for this year ? may it come true and please jangan sedih sedih lagi

it was a good birthday , i can conclude . but the party will be held this sunday ! aww . i manage to heret my girlfriends from smstpaul and my old friends from smkgadong . feezan ternyata gusar dengan tranposrtation . hey feezan , relax bh pantat ;) mudah-mudahan all my jemputan boleh datang . it would not be a big bash but enough to make our tummy 15 times bigger .

anyway , i'm sharing my birthday with Prince William ! aww , i lykeee ~

dan juga , saya telah menemui kembar saya yang lahir pada hari yang sama and tempat yang sama and kira kira masa yang sama : Julio Jylan . Julio dari 3Kuning of SMStPaul . happy bday , twin ;)

hee . i'm looking forward to this sunday . tomorrow is saturday but i have school then later at the evening i will go to the saloon . mahu kasi pacak rambut . biar macam jantan , orang pun takut tengok ;)

stay sober , peeps .

congrats~

2009-06-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

SEMOGA DIPANJANGKAN JODOH HINGGA KE AKHIR NYAWA ;)
TAHNIAH .

i'm too busy to be happy ;)

2009-06-11T10:46:00.002+08:00

school is coming back , creeping its way , tormenting my mind ;)

to my dearest PD , thanks for caring , sis ;)

beloved farah , yes i'm fine and i love you .

darling jull , my bestie , you better fly to sabah fast because i miss you !

and readers , haha , i'll post something useful later .

it is a sad ending . kan kawan ?

2009-06-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

ya , dia KAWAN saya . tidak kurang dan tidak lebih . dia kata , teman tapi mesra . yes , i do feel hurted . its true that first love would be the toughest to let go . as i always say , he is the top of the pop and he will always be . i won't avoid him , i promise .

saya dan dia sudah mengikat janji sebagai kawan baik a.k.a besties a.k.a geng karas a.k.a bff sejak duluuuuu lagi semasa kami baru mengenal apa itu hidup . siapakah yang saya cari apabila saya bergaduh dengan my ex-friend Mahezzuan dulu kalau bukan dia ? dan siapakah yang mendengar keluh kesah saya apabila bergaduh dengan bitches kalau bukan dia ? siapa pula yang telah berkongsi segala-galanya dari kredit handphone hinggalah rasa kasih sayang kalau bukan kami ? no , saya tidak akan benarkan ending couple kami mengganggu persahabatan kami .

my darlink princess PD asked , "bagaimana boleh terjadi ?" . ask him .

boom boom chika chika wa wa !

2009-06-04T16:49:00.005+08:00

uhhhh penaaaaat ;(

just got home from keningau . i want to update yesterday but the cc i went was going to close down (since it was 1 a.m in the morning when i ran as fast as i can to the cc) so i update today . okay . so basically keningau is FUN FUN FUN ! especially for a crazy shopper like me ;) beaufort debate team lose to kota belud team ;( but anyway , i enjoyed my time there .

saya ingat ingat mahu minta takie jadi guide bha for me because dia kan gilak cinta sama keningau dia but dia sudah masuk matriks so its up to me ;) nasib baik keningau ada BAAAANYAK kedai so tidaklah saya ampai ampai saja di katil hotel 25 jam menunggu masa makan .

masa kami sampai di keningau , sudah pun malam mcam kirakira 11p.m begitu and terus pergi beli KFC (i want to share with you , the kfc here is sooo big i can play football in it) and terus serang bilik hotel .

uhhh penat and terus tertidur ampai ampai . esoknya parents pergi smk gunsanad2 yang grand gila macam sm saint paul diganda 10 kali itu and ME pergi shopping !

photo : eee . my shopping buddy : adyell ! dialah paling banyak beli baju .

ahhh so indah . my sis , my bro and i pergi survey SEMUA kedai terdekat dengan hotel and then kami semua kasi habis isi dompet masing masing . after that pergi lepak di Sagu before going back to hotel

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photo : SAGU dia bez ;)

and then we go home lah to beaufort ? why ? because dah puas selongkar kedai kedai di situ .

lalala . ignore my ugly face , sedih bha kunun .

p/s : i miss him ;(

we just can't stay sober !

2009-06-02T10:46:00.004+08:00

firstly , mahu tanya pendapat kamu ni : LAWAKAH RAMBUT BARU I ?
nanti i upload lagi photo rambut baru . kenapa ? bangga bha . yatie said , "eii . macam jantan busz !' kau memang bha kan Tii , tidak suka kau tinguk aku ada lawa sikit .

kelmarin mau update juga bha tapi , errrmm , jiwa kcau ;o
gagaga !

anyway , yesterday yatie went to my house since i can't go to her house anymore because i am grounded . siapa suruh minta puji kan ? agaga . she came with ajiz [her BF] , sorry okay ajiz because you terpaksa ponteng kerja . tidak apalah kan demi yatie juga ;) its fun having your bestie around . i can scratch my bum , fart and burp all i want without getting that annoying glare from my mother . why ? because yatie don't care about my gilaness . fortunately , of course , i'm not going to do any of those things . pheww ~

eeei yati cantik . i ? ermm .

we took some photos but lots of them were damaged either by my retarded face or yatie's retarded face . but thank god , i manage to save some photos . and seriously , for the first time , i don't edit the photos . gah ! sengaja expose wajah buruk kepada dunia . biarlah si hater itu sedar I X TAKUT DENGAN YOU ARR DEAR ;)

i still haven't figure out how to solve my [yet another] dramatic crisis . eeii . so many hearts to be taken care of ;( kalau saya sibuk jaga hati mereka , bagaimana hati saya ? tapi , sebagai perempuan yang dilahirkan dengan nama FARHAEN , sememangnya saya berhati lembut . sentiasa mahu memuaskan hati orangorang , sentiasa mahu membahagiakan orangorang . aduh , janganlah kau meratap di sini aen .

lastly , saya mahu JALANJALAN . bak kata aryn ,enjoy di kilo2 . aiyerh . saya mahu gumbiragumbira and dangdutdangdut di . . . . . . . keningau ;) mahu pergi tengok itu pertandingan bahas ala parlimen peringkat negeri bha . adehh , ada lagi alasan ni kan mahu ampai ampai tidur di hotel seja .

macam besar tau ni tempat ;)

hari ini begitu SHIALLLL ;(

2009-05-31T15:00:00.005+08:00

cannot jumpa jull because lepak rumah sahaja today .

oleh itu , setiap detik pada hari ini di isi dengan aktiviti :

menonton televisyen .

PROSES PEMBERSIHAN TELAH DIJALANKAN

2009-05-26T15:02:00.005+08:00

INI HARI YANG INDAH ;)

oh rupanya si CikPukima itu seorang Cik . Yeah , dia seorang perempuan yang kononnya menyimpan hati pada si AbangJull . eh eh eh . kerana itukah anda membenci saya wahai cik adek ? sungguh sempit minda anda . sila cakna wahai Hater , tidak pernah saya menghalang AbangJull itu bermain mata dengan mana-mana perempuan pilihan hatinya . sekiranya dia benar-benar membalas perasaan anda , dia sudah pasti bercouple dengan anda , bukan saya . tetapi , well well well . with whom does he ends up if not me ? see ? it is all very clear . there are nothing to fight about . oh come on , matangkanlah minda cetek anda itu . jangan timbulkan provokasi di blog suci saya . seperti yang sering saya gembar-gemburkan , saya tidak ganggu orang yang tidak ganggu saya . please sayangs , jangan kencang-kencang di internet sahaja dan kemudian bersembunyi melapik wajah ketika terjumpa saya . sila bertemu bertentang mata dengan saya , mungkin boleh dirunding bersama . bukankah budi bahasa budaya kita ?

apapun , cbox kini telah dibersihkan . tahniah kepada Cik Blogger ini yang begitu proaktif menjalankan proses pembersihan cbox untuk mengelakkan masalah H1N1 merebak di cbox tersebut . please people , i respect you and that is why i invited you to read my blog . if you broke the rules , you broke my heart and there would be no place for a gatecrasher here .

anywayyyy , i'm in the mood to make a long long long post today . so here it goes :

kelmarin kan , saya dan adik lelaki saya yang terCHENTA (yesz adyel , terCHENTA . no kidding) itu telah melakukan 'a useless thing that can lit up a smile' . apa itu ? kami tiup beberapa belon dan ikat belon-belon tersebut di pokok
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my saturday with si DIAAA ;)

2009-05-23T12:37:00.005+08:00

eii mummy , tidak tahan sudahhhhh ;(

PHOTO : nah , kena snap candid semua budak di kelas . padan mukaaaa ;)

i don't like that tuition centre bha ! it was freezing in there . the teacher was like soooo bikin confuse . everything that come from his mouth don't really goes into my brain . oh well , pergi tuisyen ada juga alasan untuk keluar rumah kan ? kan ?

today tidak fun , i miss Jull eventhough we just met tadi . dia cute ;) chubby sudah my darling , buncit dia bilang tapi saya tidak kisah : Buncit Hot . aen janji yea jull , next week all my perhatian dituju pada jull . okay sayang ? sorry tadi aen pulang awal arh . aen memang mahu stay sana lamalama dengan jull tapi next weekend kita jumpa lagi kan sayang ? kita buat plan jull tu yea . eiii si aen jiwang , eiyerh amit amit ~

lately , saya jadi disoriented . gilak betul cepat marah . emosi sentiasa . kasihan sama jull , hee , tahan hati sejalah arhhh dengan angin cewekmu ni ;)

sudahlah begitu , saya tidak tahu ni mahu post apa di sini . jadi brief post ini hanyalah supaya anda tidak bosan di page ini .

LAST FRAME :

PHOTO : muka si cik adik teruja pergi tuisyen .

i left my sanity at school .

2009-05-10T10:17:00.004+08:00

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photos : yeay ! i love my girfriends.

Yatie , Dianie and Nurul :
i might lost many people but i found true friendship in you guys .
you make my life colorful again when i found it is dark .
you make me feel belonged again when i found it is lonely .

yatie , i'm sorry i cried on your shoulder and wet your t-shirt with my tears .
i'm sorry i make you cried with me .
i'm sorry we laugh so hard and that make us cry once more .

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photo : happily taken . thats our couple ring .

PMR is creeping it's way to me and i found it is depressing to think about maths formulas . everything is changing now . not so fun anymore being at home . i enjoy being with friends that not only makes me happy but can turn me to be talkative again . i love Hubby and will always do . he makes me think its better to live than to die . he makes me think twice about a decision . i don't care what people want to talk about him . i trust him 101%.

i'm thinking about making this blog private but i know it will reduce the amount of my readers(not that i have many readers) and it will make it hard for people to exchange link with me(not that many people want to exchange link with me) . but hell , i would not have many time to blog anymore . STUDYSTUDYSTUDY ! i'll think about it ..

photo : to many to think about . eiyerhh !

i've changed my link . now it is http://melompat-tinggi2.blogspot.com/. i love this link because people need to melompat lebih tinggi everyday . get it ? no ? oh well ~

my sex adventure .

2009-05-02T10:24:00.008+08:00

as i am moving along with the clock , i realize how life is getting harder each minute . 10 years ago i was a happy nothing-to-do girl and today i am stuck in a place where i have so much responsibility and it is not fun as it might sound because growing up is hard . you will have enemies , you will have heartbreaks , you will have pimples and you will have tons of problem . but hell , this is only the beginning ! gosh , there are lots to come and i'm not so sure how to face it .school sucks ! ouh , i think you already know that right ? yeah , just yesterday my brother and i work together to color my hair back to black :

i miss my copper red hair ! i was shock this morning when i woke up and saw this ugly creature with black hair on the mirror . i realize THAT creature on the mirror also has shocked face ;(

LAST FRAME :

yeah , even if this devil is noisy and stinky and lazy and annoying , he is my only lil' bro . i love him ok . again , i love him .

p/s: tomorrow can see hubby ! yeay , i miss him .

another one left me ;( alfatihah for daryll ;(

2009-04-28T16:16:00.004+08:00

2009 proved to be a very depressing year . not just i have so-called exam in a few months and i've been juggling between love and friendship but 2009 also witnessed some tragic leaves of my friends . like i have told earlier in this blog , my childhood friend (arwah) Naslan left for the permanent life far far away from this world . just yesterday (arwah) Daryll was confirmed dead . Daryll was only 14 when he died on the way to hospital in his father's car at 3.20 a.m . i was devastated because there are a lot of misunderstandings between us and i don't have the chance to apologise to him ;( mana saya tahu ketika saya berguraugurau dengannya itu merupakan kali terakhir kami bergurau berdua . daryll should tell me he had a thalassemia but he was a cheerful and hyper kid . he would be upset if peeps doubt about his health and i think that is the reason why he keep that secret to himself . but the painful shock is still in me and i wonder how long will it take to accept the fact that i would never see him running in the school corridor anymore and we would never have those stupid silly arguments again . we were not that close but his promise to see me in school on monday was an upsetting memory . he told akmal in friday (a day before his death) that he kirim salam to me and mahezzuan . the fact that he still remembers me although i always bully him is awesomely sad ;(

Saringan ujian darah untuk Talasemia boleh dijalankan di semua klinik dan hospital, sama ada kerajaan atau swasta. Jalanilah ujian darah tersebut untuk mengetahui status penyakit anda. Pesakit Talasemia memerlukan transfusi darah setiap bulan. Tanpa rawatan yang sempurna, beberapa komplikasi boleh berlaku dan lazimnya mereka akan meninggal dunia di usia remaja.

nothing else i can do . sometimes , i still feels like going to school and call him Pendek . memories are all i have about him . semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Md. Daryll Qasrin bin Ishak . i will always pray for you . go quietly , little one ~

tagged by broAZRUL :)

2009-04-18T12:29:00.004+08:00

[thanx azrul , u alwez put my life into right perspective]

1. Anda rasa anda hot?

~keadaan malaysia yang terletak pada garisan khatulitiwa menyebabkan penduduk malaysia sungguh hot . tapi no , saya tidak hot tapi saya cool .

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda.
~[lihat sebelah]

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

~itu gambar saya dan bff saya:yati . my friends will say "Aen , u are so cute" but Yati will say "u need botox to stay cute forever" . she rocks , enogh said. i love her to death :*

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

~cannot recall .

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

~malam band:manis . dammit , sungguh indah lagu ini ;)

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain daripada selesaikan tag ini?

~ermm. thinking what to eat for lunch .

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?

~apa maksud soalan ini ? selain nama sendiri ? adakah anda mahu saya dipanggil dengan nama orang lain ? okok , people like JPN officer or teachers love to call me NurFarhaenAzizah . friends call me Aen . hubby calls me Mama . other names are like Bae and Farhaen .

8. Tag lagi 6 orang :

~ adam , ikin , ron , wawa , wilson , farouq .[these peeps are not in my link list so stop looking for them . haha!]

9. Sapa No 1 dan 3 pd anda?

~no1 adalah abang yang kucintai seperti minyak masak cintakan kuali and no3 adalah sahabat .

13. Siapakah orang nombor 2?

~my cool rocking YM buddy .

STALKING JULL .

2009-04-15T15:02:00.009+08:00

burhh ! penat gilak ;( this will be a quick and short post because i'm sneaking to use the pc .

yesterday went to see hubby . took a lot of photos . i'm stalking him . seriously . his every move was captured by the camera . i don't feel like blogging today . tiredness won't fade away .

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i'm stalking this guy . tonight , i will be sleeping under his bed and poke his tummy when he is asleep and i will go to school with his name written across my forehead . yeah , i'm THAT crazy of him . and please take note , he is mine ;) so my deary beloved bitches , stop thinking of coupling with him since your thought won't bring you anywhere near him . and to the girl that always roll her eyes everytime i walk past her class , "jealous , aint you bitch ?gahh . sepa yang kencangkencang mau sama my boy dulu tu ? yesz , you . sepa pula yang dapat my boy sekarang ? yes , ME ."

lol . i found a quote that i find remarkable , Hidup Ini Senang Tapi Kalau Kita Anggap Ia Susah , Maka Susahlah Ia Sampai Penghujungnya. i don't remember where i found this crap . seriously , life is always hard no matter how good is your optimitism(is there any such word?) . anyway , you got my point and i'm going nowhere with this post . lol . better go sms my boy ;)

dubdabdubdab in my chest .

2009-04-09T22:20:00.004+08:00

its true . standing beside you makes me go dubdabdubdab . talking to you makes me go dubdabdubdab . hugging you makes me go dubdabdubdab . holding your hand makes me go dubdabdubdab .

i know i know , the world hate us being together . but after 9months++ coupling , we are just too strong to give a fcuk about those nasty remarks . girls hate me for being your GF and boys hate you for being my BF . its their problem sayang , not ours . i love you and will always do ;)

so , to the penyibukpenyibuk yang suka label kami :
JULL BF SAYA AND SAYA GF DIA . YOUR OPINION ISN'T NEEDED SO GO LICK YOUR MAMA'S ASS .

latihan kecemasan kebakaran di sekolah .

2009-04-09T19:33:00.003+08:00

at last , adam wants to talk to me again .
adam and i talk on the phone last night .
;) terkurang sedikiiiiiiiiit rindu saya pada dia .

one word descibe my day :
EXHAUSTING .

betulbetul penat ne . hari ne ada latihan kecemasan kebakaran . sedapsedap mengumpul dosa dengan mengumpat di kelas dengan yati , lyna dan evelyn : tiba-tiba keluar safwan dan jordon entah dari penjuru mana sambil berteriak "api ! api !" serta "terbakar ! makmal sci terbakar !" yeah right . saya lihat makmal ketika itu elokelok sahaja . selepas itu ada loceng kecemasan berbunyi . kami diarahkan untuk berlari lintangpukang demi menyelamatkan diri . "sila berlagak seperti anda mahu mati terbakar dan larilari lah seperti yang anda sering lihat di TV ." kata Yati kepada kami yang sedang blur sperti baru terjumpa brad pitt . maka , berlarilah kami ke gelanggang bola . nasib baik gelanggang itu terletak betulbetul di depan kelas kami . sekejap sahaja kami sudah berlegarlegar seperti si gila di gelanggang sambil cuba mengtidakblurkan diri kami . si pakcikpakcik bomba datang penuh bergaya dan kononnya memadamkan api yang tidak wujud itu . seterusnya , ada sesi latihan memadam api . kami yang sedang berpeluhpeluh kehausan , kepanasan , keboringan , kelaparan , kebluran ini pun terpaksa berdiri menyaksikan acara itu . please lah , i already know how to put off fire ok . you just scream the hell out of you and spit saliva to the fire . IF the fire died , then you are a genius . IF it doesn't , you better just wait until you die along with the fire ;)

new prime minister .

2009-04-05T08:05:00.004+08:00

ermm . so , we have new PM ryte ? since when ah ? because i just find out last night at the dining table . mummy n babah chichatting about the new PM . Datuk Seri Najib is it ? weyh seriously , aku tidak peka semua ini ! no wonder exam berterusan fail , nama PM pun tidak pasti apa . aduhh , malunya menjadi diri ini . bluerk ! aku tidak peduli , kw pun tidak peduli kn ? eh , napa aku mengarut di sini . serious , aku blur . aku tidak tahu kita ada new PM . i was like , "ah , jadi Pak Lah buat apa sekarang ni ? pencen ?" . lol . i hope the new PM will be a good and better PM , not that previous PMs are bad but please please please change something about the Math and Science in BI . if we don't use our own language that is BM , who will use it ? ! Syeikh Muszaphar went to the space with Russia language , not BI . betulbetul ni saya cakap ! and the teenagers in Beaufort need a cinema , ok ? hehe ;D

and and and , do you know that Beaufort is in wikipedia ? so boo hoo to the peeps that said they don't know anything about beaufort and can't find anything about beaufort from the web . liars~ and also Bangsa Bisaya can also be found in wikipedia ! i'm in the mood to promote my race and my hometown today . to my paciksayang , belajarlah kw pasal my bangsa . berguna tu nanti masa mau meminang ;)

lets scream together , JULLsayang!

2009-04-03T16:48:00.004+08:00

post ini didedikasi kepada pacikJULL yang bangga kerana lulus exam geografi beliau ;)

5 hari sudah tidak nampak jari kaki my paciksayang tu ;( last week punya hari ahad, adalah kami jumpa sekeeeeejap seja pasal masa tu sudah petang and saya mahu pulang . tidak baik dating sampai lebih-lebih maghrib , kan ? tapi , dating masa lain selain masa solat pun sama juga tidak baik . kw peduli apa dosadosa saya wahai , pengkritik ? boo you , whore .

oh well .

this week , we fight A LOT ! once , i was so mad at him i feel like breaking up with paciksayang but paciksayang memang cool ne sama perangai gedik saya . pelanpelan seja dya bilang , lupakanlah topik tadi . papa salah . aww ! suka betul bha ne orang kasi menang saya . memang +manjalah saya sama kw , paciksayang . tapi tidak apalah , bf sendiri juga . apa kw peduli , kan ? tomorrow mau date tapi saya ada program di sekolah . terasa juga seperti ingin menampar wajah guru-guru yang kononnya tegas demi kebaikan kami . but , c paciksayang pun ada program dya juga . sob sob . saya tidak faham , kami selalu sangat silap masa . get it ? wrong timing bha , readers ! pabila dya free , saya busy . pabila dya happy , saya moody . kami memang begitu , suka gaduh + suka bunuhmembunuh + suka pijakmemijak + suka tamparmenampar . tapi ingin saya tegaskan di sini , a love without being rough is not fun . tapi , tidaklah dya pernah tampar saya (mungkin kadangkala dya betulbetul mau tampar tapi tidak berani.)

hari tu , 1april . april fools day . betulbetul si papa marah bha ;( saya mau guraugurau seja ne kasi april fools dya tapi mungkin joke saya terlalu kasar . pagipagi tu dya kasi bodoh saya . saya berasa sungguh bodoh . tapi , itulah konon objektif Hari Bodoh April . saya pn membalas dendam pada malam itu . sampai dya marah betulbetul . padan muka mintapuji kw , aen !

fun fair is not fun ;(

2009-03-30T18:33:00.005+08:00

before i log off and stay of for a few days(maybe weeks , depends on the world's behaviour towards me) , i want to talk about my trip to the fun fair ! it was cold that night , that So Called Earth Hour Night , i left my sweater at home so i was freezing all night . i keep sneezing . and my bro laugh everytime i sneeze . why he laugh ? i don't know . he's weird so lets avoid subjects about him . anyway , it was not that fun . the music is good , the food is good . but the game is still the same game . you know ,the darts , balls , trains . BORING . and still people wasted their hard-earned money buying tokens to get on the Eye Of Beaufort (haha! much smaller than eye of malaysia , really.) my family ,excluding me , spent more than rm20 that night . and i mean , rm20 for each of them . well , maybe they feel thats worth the fun . we didn't win anything though , because i keep laughing while they are playing darts or throwing balls . about 11pm , we go home . i ran into my ex , Pijul , at the gate . i pretend i didn't see him because i was wearing short pants and dyed hair that night , i'm worry about his big mouth . but he keeps staring at me . and boy , that is creeeepyyy !

.sumthing i'm very dissappointed is about the rubbish . the place is very dirty . the smell ? oh gosh !

.look at my stupid face . i'm not smiling . wasn't enjoying the trip . stupid trip !it is better sitting home and sms my Mr.Daddy. and about Mr.Daddy , i met him yesterday ! it was a short date but its great to see him . getting chubbier lah dya ! hehe .

p/s: i hate you ! i really-really do ! hypocryte ! trep handsome ! urghh~

click the image for clearer view .

toothie business ;)

2009-03-24T16:40:00.004+08:00

As the result of the horibble horibble flood last week , some of the building in my school have this ugly marks . you know what i mean here ? there this mark on the wall , about 3metres . i assume you get what i mean . andandand , due to the flood the teeth people(saya tidak tahu mahu panggil apa . they said they are not dentist , so i'm naming them teeth people .) need to put all those teeth cards (kad pergigian wahai pembaca-pembaca yang sedang bingung itu ) under the sun to dry . ha ha ! i know this school was cursed ! i know it , i just know it ! anyway , they need to postpone our teeth-checking-session (gosh , mahu speaking but hancur bha) because either they lost our teeth cards or the teeth cards are wet . Lina was bitching ALL day about it . dia ni , sudah menunggu untuk sesi cek gigi sejak tahun lepas lagi ! i'm still wondering what is it about teeth that fascinates her so much . i have straight and clean teeth but i still hate dentists . Once , Lina said she wants to be a dentist and i eventually ignore her for 2 weeks ! seriously , you don't want to mess up with this emotional soul ;)

and today , i feel like talking about teeth . Everyone has teeth . if a person don't have any teeth , that person would be a newborn baby or maybe a nuclear bomb victim (have you ever heard that nuclear can cause teeth to vanish?) . and for this guy :

i just need to know what happen to his teeth ? ! nuclear radiation ? aliens ? i mean , what happen to them ? ! how does he eat ? does he sucks his lunch with a straw ? i get an impression that his wife is somekind of wrestler and accidentally punch off his teeth . Ya Allah , terima kasih kerana mengurniakan saya gigi yang cantik . lastly , may god blessed this guy's soul .

Mr.Daddy , jangan getek2 di sana tanpa saya , ok . main bola tutup aurat tu , xmau ada perempuan pingsan tinguk c pacikSAYANG seksi-seksi sana di padang kejar bola ;) ingat , kalau sekali-kali pacikSAYANG cuba mengurat perempuan lain , maka jatuhlah talak satu ke atas-Mu . but don't worry , i trust you .

back to school;(

2009-03-22T10:15:00.008+08:00

time flies when you're enjoying ;(
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betulkan apa yang tertera di atas ?
masa terbang begitu sahaja bila kita sedang happy . 1week ago , sayalah orang paling gembira di kelas . saya senyum , saya ketawa dan saya melompat2 kegembiraan bersama yati . kerana ? kerana cuti Golden Week mula menunjuk wajah . sekarang ? saya (i'm still wearing my pyjamas as i haven't take my bath yet) sedang kalut memikirkan exam yang akan datang esok . kembali lagi pada hari2 sibuk yang kadangkala menyebabkan saya tidak menyentuh nasi . ber+ terkilan bila fikir betapa holiday saya tidak terasa seperti holiday . saya sibuk berbasah2an akibat banjir . saya sibuk bergelumang dengan ubat2an . saya sibuk muntah semua makanan yang saya telan . saya sibuk menangis kerana tidak pasti akan hidup saya . saya sibuk mengadu pada Mr.Daddy akan penyakit saya . holiday ini fun ? jauh sekali . tired ? sikit lagi . kecewa ? yesss . saya penat muntah dan muntah semua makanan yang saya telan . saya lapar lalu saya makan sedikit nasi , dan 1jam selepas itu saya akan memuntahkan kembali semua yang saya makan tadi . kemudian , saya akan lapar semula . cycle ini berlaku setiap hari . saya penat menghadap lantai bilik air saya sambil nangis memuntahkan isi perut saya . saya tidak peduli kw kata saya menagih simpati . simpati kw tidak akan menyembuhkan saya . jadi , berhentilah berasa kesian kerana saya tidak perlukan kesian kw .

p/s: yeahh ! today can see my Mr.Daddy (: aww ! . rindu bha ! i love him . uhh . again , i love him ! and ehem , i will always love u bha , pacik !

skandal saya . sorry , jull;(

2009-03-17T18:07:00.003+08:00

before i couple with jull , jull is very close to this pretty girl . her name is siti farahanah . i call her farah bcuz that seems to be her nickname bha . lolz . she wrote such a shweet thing about me .so today i'm going to reply all those lovely things she wrote about me .

farah and i were introduced by Mr.Daddy loooonggg before i declared as Mr.Daddy's GF . at first , i don't really think farah and i could go along well . urmm , because she is just too pretty to be my friend and i feel rendah diri u know . dushh ! but she is so down-to-earth ! and i think its love at first sight . well , maybe love at first comment in our case . we never meet 'live' , but i really want to meet her . badly want to snap a photo with her . to compete who is taller(not that i am a tall girl . she probably going to win fair hand) . my azam for 2009 is to meet her and tell her how she is a strong girl and cannot be hurt by boys . why dat nasty K always out to hurt her , i don't have any ideas ! kalau kw tidak suka farah , fine , jangan lukakan dya bha ! cukup-cukup kw ksi sakit dya , si N mata satu titik(according to farah) tu pun suka cari pasal dengan farah . seriously, i am fond of farah so why other don't ? anyway , i love farah . she is my scandall yea !

tata , peeps ~

picking up the pieces .

2009-03-17T16:50:00.004+08:00

hari ini ternyata hari yang agak cerah bagi kehidupan saya . saya katakan agak kerana saya masih tidak gembira akan hidup saya . namun saya katakan cerah kerana sedikit demi sedikit masalah saya diselesaikan . jadi , hari ini agak cerah . hari ini dimulakan dengan rungutan akan kepala yang berdentum-dentum kesakitan . apabila saya turun ke tingkat bawah , hampalah diri ini melihat air yang masih di takuk lama . terasa seperti heroin TITANIC juga diri ini .

namun benarlah kata orang , tidak akan selamanya gelap . pukul 9 begitu , muncullah hero-hero kampung membawa baldi dan penyapu . oh , sungguh mulia akhlak remaja kampung saya . terdetik rasa bangga di jiwa ;) apa pun , saya berasa seperti ingin berlayar di katil . tapi sopankah kalau mereka menabur peluh di tingkat bawah sedangkan saya berguling-guling di katil ? tidak rock lah kalu begitu . jadi ku gagahkan juga diri ini menimba air keluar . babah hilang selepas sebentar , ketaralah beliau pergi meng-escape-kan dirinya . tidak adil sungguh dunia ini . apa pun , kesihatan tidak menghalang saya menabur bakti . rumah sendiri juga kan .

lantai sudah bersih . perut sudah kenyang(baru lunch ok .) . badan sudah segar(mandi bha tadi.air paip , not air banjir!) , barulah blogging ! sekarang , mahu layan my BF yang terchintahhh itu . daa , peeps .

Banjir sekali lagi !

2009-03-14T22:41:00.007+08:00

azam baru : Meng-Blog Dengan Bahasa Yg Betul ;)

ada se2orang yg tlah mnyedarkn diri ini utk meng-blog dgn bhsa yg betul iaitu dgn tepat lae bhsa yg tidak dicemari oleh angin barat dan singkatan2 tda brfaedah . dgn wawasan ini , sy pn mencuba dgn ketekunan yg teguh ;)

hujan yg lebat di daerah tenom menyebabkan banjir besar di beaufort . rumah sy tda terkecuali dripada aer yg smakin dlam yg mungkin membahayakan nyawa seisi keluarga .

ah , forget it ! i'm using my bhasa pasar back !

nway , ruma sy kna banjir diz ! kli trakhir ruma sy banjir gni truk tyme sy masi tadika lae ouh . tyme tu mmg eppy gilakbabi diz dpat renang2 . tp now sua 15tawn , tpksalh angkat baldi n gayung to timba aer kuar dr ruma . tgn sy pn kasar sua after begelumang dgn simen utk menyimen pintu so aer tda mncurah2 msuk agen . penat , ya rabbi ! n who ever said i'm a weak gurl dat only knoe how to strike a pose ? ello , gurls r strong ok ..

we were working lyke crazy trying to save the little furnitures we have .. unfortunately , th sofas n th cupboards r to heavy to carry upstairs . but nasib baek blik , tv , pc n hi-fi kmi terletak d tingkat ats so tdalh kmi trlalu malang ryte ? still ada chance mau tinguk konsert AF(dat we dislike very much .) . th process of saving our home bmula dr maghrib 14mac iaitu menimba kuar aer dr ruma n cuba menyusun batubata d pintu ruma . sterusnya ialah proses mnyelamatkn pasu2 bunga pda pagi 15mac n menimba kuar aer(which doesn't make any difference bcuz th water level keep raising n raising each minute) . god , u must b laughing ryte now ? n skarang pn , sy masi dlam keadaan basah n trying to blog bout th unfortunate disaster;(.ouh god , i would do anything (anything , serius!) juz so u will stop diz disaster . i got homework to do but my books r wet . my parents got a business to handle but th kitchen is wet . please , god.

i went to her wedding;)

2009-03-12T20:07:00.009+08:00

Diz is hubby's ckewl !!!! yea , i went there . smkb11 . its a very pretty ckewl wit pretty canteen . wiee;) no hubby in sight lorhh . psal dy plang awl bh tday . xtually , sy pg mnonton itu ptndingan debate BM d smkb11 tuhh . my ckewl kalah . hubby's ckewl also kalah . so we have notenk to fight about . haha ! anyway , i mish hubby ehhh . td ne tda sngka bh mau pg smkb11 bcuz pnat gilak sua after ckewl tp babah blang "kta pg smkb11 k , mau tinguk debate smpai abz ne . bkn lma , kejap seja ." tuii ! bkn lama kunun . pkul 7p.m bru sy smpai ruma ouh gara2 ne tinguk debate . mcm teda faedah ne abz ckewl sy kalah . lol ! dey go home early so i dun get a chance to ejek kontijen SMSP tuhh . mm. so i kinda lyke dat ckewl . pngetua dy cool bh ! hehe . n KANTIN DY LAWA ! serius , LAWA . as in , CHANTEK bh . beza diz sm kantin smsp yg gelap n kecilll seja tu . dush ! tp sy heran diz dtyme d krita mau pg semkb11 abz mcm tda pndai smpai2 bh . npa jg ckewl tu dbina d blakang2 bukit ? utan auhhhh . eh , sowyyy hubby syangg umpat ur ckewl pla ...

n these pix r soooo precious bcuz mum dun alwez wnt to take pix . especially fer blogs . but she was in a gud mood since her ckewl win so she was lyke ok ok lah bla mau bwa take pix . xtually , byk bh pix me ambil tyme ne tp mlas upload smua . we were waiting fer babah to pick us up . kmi tnggu smpai pkul6 bru babah bwa plang . bhimpit lae tu d krita bcuz shafiq , amiruddin(dy dpt anugrah pmbahas tbaek ok) , ana n ayin were in th same car so mau bnafas pn susa . bsing lae tu abz durang smua sdg excited ne eppy btul mnang . tahan aty jalh kw , aen . sy mau cpat2 bh smpai ruma bcuz mau xmes c syang tp babah drive mcm mamam angin ouh . ujan lae tuh n sy duduk btul2 dpan air-cond dy so beku jo !. babah blanja kmi smua aiskrim . duhh ! mmg sah dy sdg gud mood ne bh . haduynaaa .

pesanan untuk si diaaa .

2009-03-09T11:53:00.006+08:00

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

i miss jull .

men bola bagus2 yea , sayang ? jgn getek2 , tutup aurat tuhh . mrah nnty ustaz abd rahim . next week teda date kta , jgn lupa sma c aen d sini . jgn lupa study tau . mama n nadya alwez support papa d sni . forget bout tawau , u must studyyy ! i rindu u bhaaa . hope u rindu me too . dun forget ur pwomize ah papa . no more ~~ANIES~~ . u r mine alone . ingat tuhh~

yellow tent is very menyilaukan .

2009-03-07T11:12:00.006+08:00

my satu2nya adq lelaki pergi camping di skolahnya .
ouh , btapa ak cuba mnghalangnya pergi ( mind u , i only have him as my buddy at home ) tapi katanya aktiviti ini wajib bagi pelajar tngkatan 1 .
tiada apa2 yg mampu kukatakn lg slain menyuruhnya balik cepat2 & meminjamkn beg ku kpdanya .
mlam sblum dy prgi camping , dy mngambil kputusan utk berlatih mmasang khemah di DALAM rumah .
ak tda tahu mngpa dy bgtu tringing mmasang khemah d mlam buta .
"semngat tinggi" kata ibuku .
ak tda mmbantu dy mmsang khemah krna tgn kurusku bkn djadikn utk itu .
ak hnya duduk smbil cuba mmatahkn smgat dy spya dy tda akn prgi camping trip itu .
btpa jahatnya ak sbgai seorang kakak .
ak tda rela keseorangan tnpa c manja itu d rumah ;)
apapun , khemah itu akhirnya brjaya jg dpasang wlaupun mngambil msa yg lma & diselang-selikan dgn acara btikam lidah dgn ak .

ak sbgai seorang cam-whore pn mncapai kamera lalu :

khemah kuning sngguh mnyilaukan .me wit khemah.

stupid

2009-02-28T10:04:00.004+08:00

1. Pemain paling banyak meludah di padang = Florent Malouda - France
2. Pemain paling suka makan lepat = Frank Lampard - England
3. Pemain yang menguruskan 3 pos ofis = Helder Postiga - Portugal
4. Pengurus pasukan yang suka berlari = Luis Philipe Scolari - Portugal
5. Pemain yang main bolasepak dan ping-pong = Razak Pimpong - Ghana
6. Pemain bolasepak juga kawan baik Batman = Robin ho - Brazil
7. Pemain bolasepak yang juga macam Batman = Mathias Kezman - Serbia Montenegro
8. Pemain yang tak pernah miss bayar bil = Adabayour - Togo
9. Pemain yang main bolasepak dan biola = Saviola - Argentina
10 . Pemain bolasepak yang paling manis = Maniche - Portugal
11 . Pemain yang selalu terluka di padang = Luca Toni - Italy

haha ! i got diz from bolasepak.com . wiee ~ its funny n kinda stupid but a very gud joke . n also a very gud reason to think very very very carefully when naming ur son .

tagged by ruhil .

2009-02-27T18:02:00.004+08:00

ONE WORD TAG USING ONLY ONE WORD !
it's not as easy as you might think ! copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on by tagging your friends .

01. where is your cell phone ?

charging .

02. your significant other ?

;)

03. your hair ?

shortieeeee

04. your mother ?

ironing .

05. your father ?

driving .

06. your favorite place ?

beach .

07. your dream last night ?

bloody .

08. your favorite drink ?

apple-juice . (is dat one word ?)

09. your dream/goal ?

happiness .

10. what room you are in ?

tandas .

11. your hobby ?

photography .

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12. your fear ?

darkness .

13. where do you want to be in 6 years ?

hubby's arm . (nah , dats two words . hehe . )

14. where were you last night ?

bed .

15. something that you aren't ?

quiet .

16. muffins ?

calories .

17. wish list item ?

success .

18. where you grew up ?

beaufort .

19. last thing you did ?

breathing .

20. what are you wearing ?

raincoat . (palat eh) .

21. your TV ?

off -ing .

22. your pet(s) ?

countless .

23. friends ?

hypocryte .

24. your life ?

enigmatic .

25. your mood ?

blur .

26. missing someone ?

aww !

27. car ?

motor .

28. something you're not wearing ?

clothes . haha ;D

29. your favorite store ?

bookstore .

30. your favorite color ?

red .

33. when is the last time you laughed ?

juz now .

34. last time you cried ?

never .

35. who will resend this ?

idk .

36. one place that i go to over and over ?

kitchen .

37. one person who emails me regularly ?

hubby .

38. another person who emails me regularly ?

adam .

39. are you nice ?

nopee ;)

40. who's your enemy ?

you . wiee ~ jokinggg .

for a person dat LOVE to talk (n laugh - ehem2) lyke me , diz is a very very very hard work . i'm not tagging anyone . bcuz i dun feel lyke it .

thanx Ruhil fer tagging me ! i adore u , sister .

al-fatihah bwt dya .

2009-02-21T13:49:00.004+08:00

ary ini ary sabtu , 21feb2009 .
takziah diucapkn kpd kluarga en.nazri ats pmergian naslan b. nazri .

naslan bru brumur 15 tawn ktika mnghembuskn nfas trakhir .
tnpa tnda2 yg dy tenat , dy akhirnya mninggal dnia krna demam panas.
pd ary jumaat , dya mash smpat mnonton kjohanan sukan daerah d skolah dya . bla dy plang ke ruma , suhu bdan dy naek lalu ibu dy bwa dy ke hspital . dy akhirnya mninggal slepas tlantar saket hnya slma 1 ary .

naslan ialah kwn sy sejak tadika lae . kami mbesar brsama . dy pnah bjanji yg dy akn mminang sy bla dwet dy ckup tp sy hnya mntertawakn dy pd ktika itu . apbla kmi brumur 12 tawn , dy mash mnjanjikn sy prkara itu . sperti besa , sy hnya mnunjukkan jari tgah sy kpd dy . ktika kmi sma2 msuk ke skolh mnengah , dy smakin brsmagat mnghantar surat kpd sy n kata dy suka sy . ouh , gosh . tda pnah sy sngka ktika itu yg ajalnya smakin dkat . ktika tawn2 terakhir dy idup pn , sy tda pnah cuba utk mnggmbirakn dy n hnya mengejek dy bla dy cuba mmnta number hp sy .

btapa sy terkilan krna tda mcuba utk mbhagiakn dy saat2 dy mash idup . sy mnyesal mnghina n mngejek dy . wlaupn dy bknlh bdak yg baek tp dy ttap mnusia n sy tda ptut bwt gtu dgn dy . btapa dy mash muda ttpi btullah kata2 urg , ajal tda mngenal usia . ajal tda akn dtg lewat atau awl mahupn sesaat .

al-fatihah kpd arwah naslan bin nazri . smoga rohnya dcucuri rahmat olh yg maha esa . amin .

kasut sekolah .

2009-02-19T18:38:00.006+08:00

my kasut sekolah rocks !

i love my kasut sekolah so much , i start using it at home .
i play badminton wit it , i go siar2 wit it .
bcuz kasut sekolah simply ROCKS !

p/s : lets go green n embrace our nature bh !
klik sini , klik sini atau klik sini plz .

cewek dya manangis bha !

2009-02-17T17:15:00.003+08:00

today me pg ckewl awaaaaal banget .
pkul6 pagi sua ampai2 me d pagar ckewl .
tulah kjadian dy lau ekut uncle tamimi .
dya kuar awl ne bha pg krja .
nantok lae ne .
aisz !
me kira2 mau tdur dlu d klaz abz gelap pn mash , mnada urg nmpak .
skalinya da urg batuk2 d blakang me .

pijul: uyh , mna pen ?
aen: eii . blum ksi salam sua mau pen . nah !
[smbil umban pen pg tgn gebu dy]
pijul: kw dpt xmes ak td subuh ?
aen: ada jg ak reply tuhh .
pijul: ah , tulah bh ak mau story ne . cwek c tyko mrah . nanges dya kmarin.
aen: nanges ?! astaga .
pijul: yah , ak tinguk bwah mata dya wrna itam kamrin pagi .
aen: c tyko tumbuk mangkali .
pijul: ahaha !

then me pg kantin abz mlas pla lepaking klaz sm ex me c pijul tuhh . me ksi tnggal seja dy . dy tnya , mau bwa c tyko ? me blang , lau c tyko mau ak on seja ne tp ak tdmau spend kmu ah , ak teda dwet ne . trus dy kidum2 pg cri c tyko . jd , me sma tyko datink sna d kantin . me tnya psl cewek dy . dy senyum2 ja .

aen: pjul blang cwek kw mrah .
shahrin: biarlh dya . mlas ak mau pjuk .
aen: pjuklah .
shahrin: tdmau eh . sepa sruh dy kuat jeles .

jd me konfius2 ne kunun . abz , me konfius bh npa pla cwek c shahrin nanges krna jeles ? c pijul ksi explain , pijul blang cwek shahrin tnya pa sharin bwt sm me d kantin tym vlentine ary tu . jd sharin kta kmi dating . trus BOOOM ! , mletup cwek c sharin . haduyh . npa jg mau pnas ? lau mimang btul kmu bhagia , tda pyah insecure psl me . me n shahrin juz adiqbradiq angkat bh . shahrin tu bro angkat me. kw sua kpel sm sharn , kw msty pcya sm dy . c DaddyCyg pnah blang , tda guna bcinta lau teda kpcyaan . lau tda ska me rapat sm shahrin , trus trang sm shahrin ! buduh . anyway , me harap pndailh durang bdua sejuk blek n bbagus2 . abz , me tdmau pla jd prosak ubungan urg . me cyg bro shahrin so me mau dy eppy ma cwek dy.

tyme rehat , me pg 4sains sm yati n pg jmpa C-ta . C-ta ne cwek kesayangan c pijul bh . me ksi dy tu keychain nem PIJURUSAN sm dy then me chow pg klaz . cute bha cwek pjul . even if dy kapel dgn ex-bf me , me tda pnah rsa bncy @ anything sm dy . me kan hati baek ;)

daddy men bola kaki . brabiz dis dy blatih . me hrap daddy excellent slalu dlm pa jg daddy bwt k . me saaaaaayang c daddy . me love u bha , lalink . skarang ne me so so so bz . jmpa sma daddy only tyme weekend . itupn terbatas . tda ble lovey-dovey sm daddy abz adyll alwez meyibuk kmi datink . urghh !

i only love Daddy . 1 love n several crushes ;)

saya weird dlam cara saya sendiri .

2009-02-17T16:20:00.003+08:00

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1 i'm not as innocent as u think i am .

2 i am in love with johny depp . hes hot , *sigh* .

3 i talk so so so so so so much ! and when i laugh , ya rabbi , LOUD !

4 i annoy my bf a lot . cian dy slalu mngalah sm gf bitchy dy ne .

5 i hate my family except my bro .

6 i am a VERY-VERYlah lazy bum .

7 i dun have expensive hp . i broke almost all my previous hp , so juz use yg murah2 only .

8 i dun trust my parents . i feel lyke dey r lying to me ALL TH TYME .

9 i want a better hp so i can show it off proudly . materialistic ? yea , i knoe dat;]

10 i love foods ! especially expensive foods . it makes my tummy feel mewah .

11 i wish i could live wit hubby to see wut he is doing when he tells me he is bz .

12 i am a lucky gurl . i have awesome girlfrens , i have a loving hubby , i have supporting bros .

13 i wnt to go to japan since i was 9 yrs old . my ultimate dream .

14 i wish i dun have ANY sister .

15 i quit smoking .

16 i have a messed up soul .

a BIG thank you to PD fer her patience . haha ! ily bh , darlink .

nahhh .

2009-02-08T10:47:00.004+08:00

ruma saya banjir lalu saya tda dapat kuar pg dating . oleh itu , saya hanya belajar sahaja d meja belajar yang dsediakan ibu bapa saya . saya belajar dtemani handphone , smarties n aer milo . ouh , idup saya amat SERONOK;[

turut saya sertakan gambar kampung saya yang banjir .
..TAMAT ...

ak suka survey ini .

2009-02-08T10:12:00.005+08:00

Are you wearing a necklace?

-eyah . letter F for Farhaen .

Does your computer have a mouse?

-astaga . mimanglh bha . comp kw teda mouse ? sot .

Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?

-lyna , yati , dianie . nah , kamiurang krja dya komplen dressing cgu sak ne . haha !

4. Do you like school?

-yea . sukaaaaaa banget ! gilakbabi pnya suka . btul .

What color is your shirt?

-invisible bha . ahaha . buduh . wrna merah+itam .

How many bedrooms/bathrooms do you have in your house?

-haha . 3 bathrooms , 7bedrooms .

What song are you listening to?
-katy perry . ntah pa tajuk dya . lupa sua . tu bha yg MV dya da askar mati . siok pnya lirik . bkin nanges2 pn sadap ne !

What was the last mall you've been to?

-city mall . kantin skulah .

Are you alone?

-alone camna ? dr segi status , nope . dr segi fizikal , yea ak alone dpan pc .

10. Do you have any older siblings?

-yea , ak ank yg tengah2 ne bha .

11.

What is the last thing you ate?

-angin . as in makan angin , bersiar2 bha palui !

12.

Who was the last person to come over to your house?

-ruma ak tertutup bha . mnada urg brani pg , da anjing gedik lae triak2 tetamu . sot .

13.

Who was the last person to call you?

-c buncit Jonas . dya tda buncit n dya bkn jonas bro . tp urg pnggil dya bgtu , ekut sejalh .

14.

Who was the last person who texted you?

-hubby juLL2 . lmbat tau ne urg wish gud mornink . tulah tdur lmbat lae kw , hubby !

15.

What time is it?

-apa ? skarang ?

16.

What should you be doing?

-beribadat .

17.

Who is the last person you met?

-mummy . sana kmi terselisih dpan blik mandi . abz ak tnggu dya siap guna bathroom bha .

18.

Did you go out to eat yesterday?

outdoor ? dlam ruma bha kimbet . sejuk d luar , ujan .

19.

What are you thinking about right now?

-homework blum siap .sok pagi d skulah bru ak bwt , salin c lyna pnya . nah , bru kick !

20.

What color are your pants?

-ak pkai tuala ne jo . eseh , kelabu .

21.

What color is your keyboard?

-itam . eh , kejap2 . anu bha . ntah eh . mcm putih tp tulisan dya itam . haha !

22.

What do you feel like eating/drinking?

-pizza . awww ! rindu pizza .

23.

Are you in college?

-nah kw , buduh . PMR pn blum lae bha .

24.

What is the last word you wrote?

-[bha] - prktaan febret atykuuu .

25.

Are you bored?

-lau ak tda bored , ak tda jwb ne survey bha kimbet .

26.

How many teeth do you have?

-30-30 . nah , gigi palsu ne jo !

28. Do you wear glasses?

-yea. rabun jauh bha . tp lau pg skulah ku tda pkai . kuyak eh .

29.

What color are your shoes?

-ksut skulah ak wrna putih . kw pnya pn bgtu bha jgkan ?

31.

Last thing you drank?

-aer banjir , p/s : gadong banjir jo !

34.

Who do you love?

-SAYA , hubby , bffs . family tdamau ak include . eii !

35.

What are you doing right now?

-mngadap pc .

36.

What are you looking at now?

-ne skrin yg ada tulis2 n gambar2 .

37.

What's the last words you said out loud?

-yg ne ak triak d hp smalam . gaduh kamiurang . [kw mimamng bangsat bha , lyna ! kima !]

38. Do you have lip gloss on?

-tda . natural bha lips ne . aduyh !

39. Do you have eyeliner on?

-ah , ak tda pndai pkai tu bnda .

40. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?

-buduh . pa kjadian soalan ne ?

41.

Where is your cell phone?

-sini seblah ak . teda kuar bunyi dya . means , teda urg mau msg ak . shiall .

42. Do you have any friends named robby?

-semak-ing . ingat-ing . nope , teda . bobby adalh tp 3 tawn sua ak lost kontek .

43.

Are you afraid of the dark?

-eyah . tidur pn pyah psang lmpu bha . biarlh terang2 .

44.

Did you used to watch "are you afraid of the dark"?

-tda . ak suka tinguk itu ja yg tomtombak . ahaha . oyah , sma tu yg ninja bui .

45. Do you like someone right now?

-yea . c hubby bha ttap number1 d aty sy ! awww~

46.

Who is your fave band?

-raihan , rabbani , hijjaz . taubatlh bha kmurang . sedap ne lgu durang .

47.

How many piercings do you have?

-malu ak ckp . 5piercing ak ada . npa ? tda pcya kw ? pdulilah .

48.

Are you a forgiving person?

-i may forget but would never forgive . ok ?

49.

How is your hair?

-short . mau dkasi pnjang . baru durang pnggil ak prmpuan . c hubby pn bsing ne rmbut pindik .

50.

Anything weird happened today?

-eyah . ak bngun awal . terharu saya !

city mall trip ;)

2009-02-05T20:42:00.006+08:00

ary tuhh ak pg dewan n absent dua ary ckewl . yea , bla jauh2 sma tu ckewl jd rindu pla . aduyh . rupa2nya c yati pn absent 3 ary sua . trus ak kna tuduh eskep ckewl sm c yati . duyh !
anyway , ak pg city mall tu ary .
ak mau xmes c farah , bwa dya jmpa ak sna d big apple
tp mlam sua bha dat tyme .
ksian pla dya mau rehat2 ak bwa pg dating lae .
jdi ak cruising solo seja .
pg mamam sna d pizza hut .
gilak pnya nyaman mushroom soup dya .
lpas tu c cwek tu mau pg big apple .
mamam lae .
then , pg shuppink kasut .
nahh , bla sua tnmpak ksut2 hot .

buta aty trus .

gilak lawa2 bha ksut dya .
me pusing2 tu city mall then me plang .

haha !

bgtu seja ending dya .

yea . ak suka pizza ! npa waitress dya mcm asareje seja tuhh ?.mummy's handphone pn me antam jg ..sma bro .

sundayyyyy~

2009-01-27T17:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BUFDAY , HUBBY !
smakin ary , +cute tau ne urg .
hee~

okie , kta bkin summary dlu hbungan me n hubby :

-- me jmpa sma hubby tym me pndah skewl pg SM.St.Paul msa form 1 . msa tuhh , mimang keSOMBONGan diz c hubby ! teda kmi btegur abz me takut sm dya . muka mcm samseng bha c hubby , mna me brani dkat2 . then , tyme form 2 kmi jd rapat . nah , yg ne lucu sikit ah : kmi study dlam klas yg sama tpi bkomunikasi pkai frenster only . nah kw ! cyber love kha ini ? tda pnah btgur d klas bhakan , jd bstory d fs sejalh . tpi lma2 , ilang sua ego me so kmi pn jd best of friends ! mimang besties bha kmi diz . dya knal ak , ak knal dya n secretly in love wit each other . mimang dya slalu flirt around sm me tp me kpel sm Pijuru tyme tu so tedalh lovey-dovey diz . then , 4 days after clash sm Pijuru , dya propose so declare bha kmi . nah kw , eppy endng kha ini ? aminn .

datingggg~

2009-01-13T19:08:00.004+08:00

today me penat ! xtually me sdg rayau2 d tenet mau ksi siap krja ckewl english . psl inventor aspirin . haha ! tpi TERmasuk sni . lol .

tdi me plang lmbat . pkul 4 gtu bru me kuar ckewl . lepaking kejap ma c JieJanPedul dpan 2G . ahaha ! c mawi diz dya . kpala lawa ouh . dressing pg latihan sukan mcm dressing mau pg clubbing sak . aduyh ! kw ingat janji kw ah , jie ? jaga kw !

me rndu ma hubby so me dating ma hubby after ckewl . lma sua tda jmpa dya . rinduuu ! makin cute diz ! lepaking kejap sak ma dya . mau ujan sua bha dat tyme . kbasahan karang me , demam lae pla dkat2 exam excel . i love him , especially perfume dya . . wangi . .

after dating , me mnapak blek pg ckewl n plang naek matrix auntie limah . lpas tu pg lepaking wterfront dlu . lama diz me dduk d sna ma genkz . smpai bkulat rasanya pantat. pusing2 rayau wterfront , then tjumpa sum1 . kamiurang sound dya ckup2 . nah , tdiam diz dya ! tulah , cri psal lae sma kmi . hmmm . lpas tu me plang naek matrix yg crowded dgn famly auntie limah . susa mau bnapas d dlam . erghh ! nsipbek idup . . singgah d chan furniture lae . . pg tgk2 TV plasma . . teda guna pn tpi seja2 cuci mata . . plang ruma , me mamam . then mandi then online ! now , mau print tu assignment n chow . . tata~

my eyes gone red ~

2008-12-31T21:22:00.004+08:00

ak brasa sgt eppy-ish !
wiee ~
jumping-on-air kinda eppy .
ok .
maybe not dat eppy .
ada byk story pending yg mau kluar .
kundasang siokk !
kazen2kue rawk !
tpi sejukkkk .
so sejukkk smpai ak demam .
urghhh .
of corz , ak ada snap pix .
but smua tu ada dlam camera n not in th hp .
nnti2lh ak cri wyar USB yg bkin cucuk2 hp tuhh .

so sejuk ! kami pkai hairdryer utk ksi panas bdan . kreatif !
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sy suka kolam ituhh . dya chantek !
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ituh kaki sy yg sot . ada auntie n kazen2 sy jg .

weight obsession . ak brasa insecure ~

2008-12-28T16:54:00.006+08:00

hmm . tyme cuti ne ak byk mamam . tyme musim skewl , ak alwez bz .

ak bngun lewat every mornink so teda msa mau breakfast . ak tda ska bli mknan d skewl [paranoid psal halal@not].ak blek ruma pkul 2 lebh n alwez rsa more exhausted than hungry so ak tdur smpai maghrib . mlam , ak study n all . study dr 7.p.m smpaaaaaiiii 10 p.m . bgtu lma pnya study , ak ttap rsa tda pintar . then , ak tdur . . so ak jarang mamam .

tp tyme cuti ne . . masya-Allah~ pnyalahhh bselera mamam . partly , i blame mummy fer her delicous cooking . aisz ! anyway , skewl is coming soon . ak n kwn2 ak obses dgn rupa kmi after 2 months tda jmpa . lyke , we go bitch bout how we look in new uniforms . do we look fatter or thinner or taller or darker . eu knoe , all those girls thing . last january , dey claim dat i look taller but darker . so eu bet i wnt to look gud next yer . !

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MOMENT OF TRUTH :does a kitten make a difference on your weight scale ? hmmm . .
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diz kitten's nem is JACK SPARROW . yes , i'm in love wit johny depp ~
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snap pix dlu smbil timbang brat . . ksi ilang nerves . . lol !
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i wear all black at diz moment , to berkabung bout my weight .

i'm 160cm tall . 42kg . wut do eu think ? i'm fat ! urghh . stress ~

their HOTness .

2008-12-28T14:23:00.005+08:00

TAGGED BY ASH !
[ak ska sebut nem dya . ash . ash . haha . gilak pnya cute ne urg]

1) poskan gambar 4 orang yg anda rasa mukanya photogenik

2) perkenalkan mereka / link dan kenapa korg rasa mereka photogenik

3) tag 10 orang

1
ash :

ini Ashsyahira . ak suka pnggil dya ash . haha . ak suka jlan2 d blog dya psl byk pix dya . dya ne suka hangout . hangout ja krja dya . kan , syg ? haha .

2
noel :

ini noel . ak pnggil dya L . ak adore cute face dya [i once have a crush on him ]. hee ~ tpi susa btul mau snyum , msty mau control macho . *sigh* u tetap rawk , L .

farah :ini Siti Farahanah . a very open gurl . alwez share problems wit me . klau ak lesbian , maybe ak jatuh aty sma dya ;]

jull :ini HUBBY sy ! nem dya jull . dya ska snap pix sndiri . maybe dats y we suits each other . lol ! n yes , he i smoking in dis pix .

byk bha kwn2 ak yg fotogenik . dey all r so beautiful n handsome , i feel very kerdil . ehem .

tagged :

anybody . berani ?

dya sgt gedik . amat mnyakitkn jiwa ~

2008-12-26T21:23:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Adam . Sja ja kw mau bkin ak penat . tau sua ak pmalas . eisz !

. Do you have secrets?
eyah ~ enough said , ak byk secrets . smua d-dokumen-kan dlam diari .

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
pernah . once . ckuplah tu , tdamau lae . bayangkn pnggil bf kw "ADEQ" ? ! tdakha pelik tuhh ?

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
maximum 24 hours . short , i knoe but Hubby ak tau ak tda ska mnunggu , so no pressure bha .

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
first2 , ak antar parentz ak pg mekah [ak anak yg mithali] . second , ak mnabung . lol !

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
*eu knoe , my bf IS my bestfriend . i mean , seriously , kmi bestfriend dlu d skewl then kmi kpel .

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being rich . lyke , gilakbabi pnya rich . rich yg Madonna pn jelez . love ituhh blakang crita .

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other if you have one, one day.
ak tda berjaya untuk paham soalan ne . oh , well ~ moving onnnn . .

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
ak akn bkawan sma dya . jd , tdalh ak rugi sgt . or maybe ak akn nyanyi lagu Avril Lavigne yg Girlfriend tuhh dpan dya . biar dya terharu . .

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you’re legal?
when i'm legal ?! pa pnya ayat tuhh . anyway , ak akn apply krja d Gucci/Chanel/JimmyChoo . siok bha ituhh ngadap bnda2 chantek ol day . .

10. What would you do if your significant other if you have one day cheats on you?
kill him ~ seriously , dya sua jnji bgtu .

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
kejap ahh . pkir lu . . hmm . . in 10 years tyme , ak maybe sua MEMBESAR . ok , itu ja impression ak .

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family , Hubby[even if dya bkin panas , dya ttap Bantal sy. bantal?ehemm.] , gurlfriends .

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- cannot recall but .. umphh .. i'm a heartbreakerrr ~ so , usually ak yg mem-broke-kan aty urg .

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich n married ~ haha . options kw ne buduh , ok ? ak plih pa yg ak prlu .

15. Love at first sight?
no way . apalh sgt love pda rupa .

16. If you’re attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
burhh ! yg ini sensitif . been there , done dat . .

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depends . lau dya amat2 ak perlukn , maybelahh . .

18. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
me me me . i'll choose me . . bdw , eu forgot to put family in d options . its rude to leave families .

19. Do you believe that there’s “True Love”?
not before i saw how loving my parentz r toward each other . [bha , English ak ancurs]

20. That is because?

bcuz dey r married since foreverrrr .

21. 5 things you will do in the future?
-appreciate ppl around me more .
-avoid cggartes , dadah n other gejala tda sehat .
-sukses sukses sukses .
-mamam less calories .
-be happy i guess .

ASHSYAHIRA , SHAZZ && PD DELILAH : Eu R Tagged , Sygz ~

kerana gigi ini .

2008-12-26T17:28:00.004+08:00

aku brasa sgt penat ! ada banyak story pending yg ak mau ksitau kmu tpi ak pnat so ak ksi short summary ja . RiRiNa , ak tau kw mrah ne ak lmbat update blog . ak tda serajin kw bha !

smalam ada gathering d ruma nnek ak . ak byk mamam . sedapp ! tpi byk kalori , so mmg ak mngumpul koleksi lemak lae ne . aisz ! tpi hubby blang , chubby tu cute mcm Queen Latifah n ak blang , Queen Latifah tu kaya so sepa pduli brat dya ? !

anyway , ak sakit gigi . mau bwt RCT[Root Canal Treatment] tpi smua klinik penuh sua so must tnggu smpai januari . bdw , if tdatau pa tuhh RCT , google sja dya ! lol .bla sakit , ak mlar antam painkiller ja . n mummy ak paranoid kunun ak addicted sua sma painkiller . lau sua sakit , mmglh ak telan ubat tahan sakit , ryte ? tpi ak mlas ckp bgtu sma dya , nnty dya mrah . so , ats nasihat mummy ak pn pg ja cabut gigi . no need details psl trip to dentist tu . enough ckp , ak nangis tyme kna suntik bius n ak teriak tyme dentist tu tarik gigi ak . ak rsa , ak ada TERtampar tgn dya . . aduyh ~

2008-12-23T21:29:00.008+08:00

ak penat !

tdi pg bli bju skewl 2009 .

buruk ok bju fer pengawas !

kejiii ~ x sukaa !

anyway , tdi c adam tnya , ak mau apa fer krismas .

ak tda jwab abes ak pn tdatau .

kmu rasa , apa yg ak mau fer diz krismas ?

noooo . its not love . i have too much love alrdy ! haha ~

still nooo , dear ! its not a smile . ak seorang yg materialistik ! ak tda suka akn snyuman .

FER KRISMAS , I WANT :

TV PLASMA 42'' INCH FER MY ROOM !

pleaseee ~ anybody ? charity bha . .

-aen-

Shuppink ! ~

2008-12-20T13:19:00.006+08:00

ok . yestrday ak pg shuppink sm familyKue .ak mau blog psl ne smalam . tpi penattt ! n kpala saket n gigi saket n feeling very sorrow . eyah ? lolz .
anyway , ak bli clothes n socks . ntah npa ak tiba2 mau bli stokin ? ! mayb fer xmas . ahaha ! ak teda sneakers pn , pa guna stokin ak tuhh . dushh ! membazir ja . mummy sma qaqa ak gilak shuppink tepung , butter n bnda2 laen fer baking cakes . durang obses swah sma bidang keDAPURan ne . susa btul ak mau paam .
ouh , yah ! skarang ne ak swah rsa tda slamat mau unlyne d friendster . mau tau npa ? psal ada virus laek fs skarang ne . aduduyh ! ary tuhh pndai ilang2 frens . skarang , ada laek virus bru . Virus ini akan menghantar gambar-gambar lucah melalui "comment" kepada kita . Sekiranya berlaku, seterusnya ia akan membuatkan kite ter "SIGN OUT" dengan sendirinya tanpa kita tekan LOG OUT . Lepas kita "SIGN IN" balik, virus ini akan mula beroperasi dan ia akan menghantar gambar2 lucah itu kepada friend list kita di friendster ni melalui comment dengan menggunakan name kita .secara langsung , ia dapat memburukkan name baik kita sendiri . Serius ne , ak tda akn pernah skalikali send urg porn pektyur . so if ada porn pektyur yg d send by my ID , trust me , ITU BUKAN AKU !

stay sober , peeps !
[aen]